Look out 180’s, here I come!

Just changed my weight tracker again. I love changing it!! At least when it’s to a smaller number. Noticed a couple of things when I changed it. One, I should be getting another star this week (if all goes as planned) and two, I’m almost out of the 190’s!!

It’s funny. When I started trying to lose weight, I didn’t have much confidence in myself. I’ll be honest with you, I’ve never really put much effort into it. Like I’ve told a few buddies of mine, until you get it in your mind that you really want to lose the weight, you’re not gonna try very hard. I’ve “tried to lose weight” before but it rarely lasted more than a few days. So, I figured it would probably be the same thing this time. But, something was different. Well, a lot of things were different.

I was tired of not being able to keep up with my kids and of not being able to play with them much because I was too tired. I was tired of being too uncomfortable to go out in public because of my weight and worrying what everybody else was thinking about me. Still, I didn’t have much confidence that I’d stick with it for long. (apparently, neither did anyone else in my family) I had been able to lose a few pounds before I joined this site (about 8) but it was taking me a long time to do it and I was getting discouraged. I had no real “plan”.

I am a firm believer in God and I believe that He has a plan for our lives. I had prayed about my weight issues and asked God for help this time. Help to actually lose some weight and stick with it. I believe God led me to this site. Since I’ve been on Buddy Slim, I’ve lost 28 lbs and am still going. I’ve found the motivation that I need to keep me going. I’ve found people to share the struggles with as well as the triumphs. And believe it or not, I’m actually enjoying it all. I have goals and a plan to help me reach those goals. And for the first time, I believe I can actually get there!

I want to thank my buddies and fellow Wild Cats for inspiring, motivating and encouraging me. I want to thank my buddy Wonder Woman for challenging me and pushing me further. I want to thank Dr. Marc for creating this site so that we all have a place to go for help. But, most importantly, I want to thank God for leading me here and helping me stick with it this time. While I’m proud of my efforts, I know that without God, I’d be just as big (if not bigger) than I ever was.

9 Comments so far

  1. WonderWoman @ July 23rd, 2007

    I really enjoy doing this weight loss stuff with you Cindy. You’re down to earth spirit is what I really love. I remember meeting with you in the forums and wondering “whose this lady that keeps jabbing at me”? Playful jabs of course. I loved it! I knew I wanted you as a buddy. I believe in God too and I feel the same way as you. He made it possible for me to lose weight. He put things in place for me and it was up to me to act on it. You have done so great Cindy and I just want you to keep going. Keep making that little ticker move. Keep having that weight graph moving down in the right direction. Because if anyone can, I know you can.

  2. JustJane47 @ July 23rd, 2007

    What an awesome statement. So so true, with God anything is possible. I too believe he has a plan for each of us. :smile: He’s amazing isn’t he? and SO ARE YOU!!! You are so right about believing in yourself. Unless you are really “ready” to lose weight, it won’t work. I think I’m at the same place Cindy, and I’m so happy to have met you here! Keep up the good work..you are an inspiration to all!!

  3. Mamabear @ July 23rd, 2007

    Congratulations! That’s great. I am almost to the 180’s too, I know how you feel I can’t wait to hit it. :mrgreen:

  4. PoundOfCure @ July 23rd, 2007

    You’ll be out of the 190s and into the 180s in no time! You are doing a great job and you are taking a really healthy approach to your weight loss. You’ll get it off and keep it off for good. You have every reason to be proud of your efforts so far, and even more wonderful things are coming your way!

  5. marathongirl @ July 23rd, 2007

    What a wonderful blog! Very inspiring!! Thank you for your beautiful words, and congratulations on your WL!

  6. vbv1975 @ July 23rd, 2007

    Wow Cindy..we are on the same page. It is a blessing to be part of a network of people who are trying to better their lives. I am also a firm believer that you put your faith in the Lord and he will guide you! He is a wonderful God and through him all things are possible! You have made such an impact on so many and we are all greatful for you!T here a few people who you come in contct with throughout your time that the ones who are believers are the ones who leave the biggest impression on your heart. You are a true Buddy! Luve ya!

  7. tashadiekan77 @ July 23rd, 2007

    it is amazing how we have the ability to change ourselves, not just physically but mentally. You have done a great job and I know you will continue to do so. You are awesome Cindy!

  8. ladybug @ July 24th, 2007

    You are truly amazing, great job on the weight loss so far keep going strong!!!! :grin:

  9. kamaperry @ July 24th, 2007

    Congrats Cindy!!! Soo happy for you!!!!!!

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